I've written before about how presenting as male does not feel wrong for me. I don't feel I am betraying myself and suppressing my femme identity when I am in boy clothes. It's just a different aspect of myself. This is the main reason I don't feel that transitioning is right for me. Yes, I am secure and … Continue reading Painted into a Corner
Here is the final set of pictures from the final photo shoot of 2023. Thank you for your patience over the last few weeks as I caught up on posting these. There IS one more set that I will be posting, likely over next week, so I will ask for your tolerance one more time. Posting … Continue reading Black and Gold, Bright and Bold
I was writing away recently and instead of typing "male mode" I typed "male mood". Is that a thing? And I kinda think it is. And I kinda think it sucks. I identify as transgender and my personal definition of that is rather broad. My personal opinion is that many of us could identify as transgender (under … Continue reading Male Mode and Male Mood
I write a lot about the duality that our lives can bring. How our femme lives and our masc lives can often be completely separate from each other with little to no overlap. It's a strange moment when I am out en femme and I am exchanging emails with my boss or I am in a Zoom … Continue reading Is this the Real Life? Is this Just Fantasy?
How does a gender non-conforming person l travel ( air, hotel, cruise) in this world without getting in to an issue? Besides my car, I have not traveled en femme. I do plan on flying pretty eventually. Whenever I start to pack for a business trip I think about how much that would be, but by the … Continue reading Ask Hannah!
A few months ago I was at Target. If you live in a suburb in Minnesota, thanks to an amendment in the state's Constitution, you are legally required to visit Target once every seven days. And I saw a dress. It was THE DRESS. I have countless dresses that are THE DRESS and this was another one. This … Continue reading Mirrorball
Hi! Best. Blog. Title. EVER. Anyway, take a look at this email I received recently: Hannah, it’s been years following trying to participate, but honestly I believe you’ve now fallen too deep into a mindset where’s there’s no beauty and truth for sincere covenants of males struggling with cross thoughts of identity. You have now … Continue reading Slave Concepts… of HELL!
Sometimes it takes forevvvvvvvvver to decide on a title for a blog entry. Sometimes they just pop into my head and I am amazed that I came up with it. Today is one of those days. Fingers crossed the rest of the day works out like this. I like shiny. I like pink. I like short. I like tight. I like dresses. … Continue reading Hologram HoloGLAM
I think one of the most unexpected aspects of presenting en femme is realizing just how different the world becomes. Some things are small and wonderful, like feeling the wind blow through your long hair (if you have a long wig) or the click of your heels against the pavement. Some aspects are less than pleasant. In … Continue reading Parallel Lives
In 1964 Simon and Garfunkel released their first studio album titled "Wednesday Morning, 3 A.M." I'd like to take this moment to announce that this website is now dedicated to the folk rock music scene of the 60's. Tomorrow's entry is about Joan Baez. Okay, not really. If you're not familiar with the album cover, here … Continue reading A Poem on the Underground Wall
Hannah McKnight 