Do you read stories from sites like Fictionmania? I love it! I so admire that you can go out dressed like you do. Have you ever done hormones or thought of doing this?
Fictionmania is a website which features fictional stories focusing on the transgender community. I don’t read t-girl fiction anymore even though I really love reading. In my late teens I sought out ANYTHING that had to do with other crossdressers, including magazines and fiction anthologies about the LGBTQ+ community. Does anyone remember the magazines Transformation or Girl Talk?
I used to like reading stories about girls like me, even though they were fictional. Most of these stories followed the same premises, usually a young man who started to crossdress at the urging of a family member. As a t-girl I love reading about clothes and a lot of these fictional stories really went into detail about what the characters were wearing. I would live a little vicariously through the characters as they went shopping and tried on beautiful dresses. A lot of the stories, however, would eventually venture into characters having sex and that’s when I stopped reading. This side of me was never a fetish for me and there was no connection to me wanting to dress like a girl and wanting to have sex.
Hormones, surgery, t-blockers… none of that feels right for me. I enjoy both of my genders and have no desire to pick one. I love having options.
Love, Hannah
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Hannah McKnight 
Yes- I do read the fiction stories where a skinny young man starts to cross-dress and becomes truly involved with his feminine energy and persona. And Hanna I am with you-if all of a sudden he gets involved with “large ” men for sex, I dismiss the story. Sex does not have to be a part of “dressing “. Dressing in itself provides a feeling of goodness where one feels alive and creative. I stay in chastity to keep me focused on being more feminine-wearing lingerie daily. Dressing is fertilizer for my feminine life that I hope to increase with time. I do take a low dose of hormones- I like the results and the way I feel.
Bobi
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the 1 thing about this fiction ( and Crystal’s stories website) is that the main character is always around 5′ 5″ and 120 lbs. Not very realistic but fun
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I found fictomania to be so painfully predictable.
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Never knew about fictionmania. Many thanks for the introduction. Enjoy sharing your perspective on your femme life. The numbers say most CDers may think about being bi-sexual, but lead a hetero sexual life.. Being sensitive to a SO’s feelings is probably what keeps us grounded.
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Fictionmania is still a slightly guilty release valve from time to time after Crystal’s site closed, but out of what must be tens of thousands of stories I think I’ve only found two or three that actually speak to me.
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