I AM Happy, Dammit

I HAVE to get caught up on posting pictures from my most recent photo shoot.

SO, here I am posting pictures from my most recent photo shoot.

I’m wearing a lacey bodysuit from En Femme here. I heart lingerie and I THINK this could be worn as a top and paired with a skirt buuuuut I THINK it MIGHT be a LITTLE too sexy for wearing outside of the bedroom. Or the photo studio.

Posting lingerie shots take a tremendous amount of courage. Taking the pictures themselves require a lot of confidence and shutting off that part of your brain that says you’re too fat, too ugly, too MALE to be doing this.

The TOO MALE intrusive thought gets to me the most, if I am being honest. Some lingerie is perfect for my breast forms which I believe add to my femme presentation, but other items… not so much.

I am the last person to say what one needs to look like when it comes to presenting as one’s gender identity and no one needs to have curves (or anything else) to be femme or to be pretty. But I do prefer to wear my forms when I am in girl mode.

This cute little number doesn’t really work with my forms. I think it COULD if I attached my forms to my body, but I don’t usually need to do that. My bra keeps the girls where they need to be.

I like these pictures, despite my rectangular shape.

Oh one more thing. I am trying to smile more in these pictures. I used to try to convey a sultry facial expression buuuuut I can rarely pull it off. When I post a picture it needs to check a LOT of boxes. The composition, the outfit, my pose… all of that. It’s frustrating when a photo looks amazing but my face is resting or I am not smiling. The pictures we took in this outfit where I am smiling had one or two things I didn’t really like. It had nothing to do with Shannonlee’s skill. Her pictures are always amazing, but sometimes a head tilt presents a more masculine jawline than I would like, for example.

So! These pictures may not show a shiny, happy, t-girl but rest assured I was having a lot of fun. 🙂

Love, Hannah

13 thoughts on “I AM Happy, Dammit

  1. Of course you’re your harshest critic. I think you look great in these photos. I also agree with you about your sultry look. You have a great smile. Maybe use it more often. 😍❤😻

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  2. Absolutely fabulous, I wish lingerie loved me us much as it does you,
    Like you I love a good lace bra or panty I just hate paying so much for them
    Thanks for sharing these wonderful shots

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  3. You look great!

    One of the model shots she has is paired with jeans. Would have to be a skirt; got one pair of jeans and all they do is occupy space in the closet… Joe can wear pants 24 hours a day 7 days a week, Sophia does not do pants (and on occasion does push the envelope).

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  4. Such a delightful pictorial with such a sensuous presentation. Must enjoy so much conveying such a sexy woman in your presentations.

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  5. Lovely pics Hannah. I can relate to issues of body confidence certainly when taking pics either for myself or perhaps to share.

    I’ve learnt how to stand cross-legged to accentuate body curves for example but I am somewhat obsessed with what might be called ‘photoshopping’ blemishes, spots and other perceived imperfections I continue to fight with and periods of greater hirsutedness also wrankle.

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