It’s Like Whatever

Hi!

Guess what? I have a photo shoot booked for next month. I know, I can’t believe it either.

I have a couple of new dresses that I can’t wait to wear as well as at least one item to review.

For the item I am reviewing I was asked if I would be comfortable wearing it. After last year’s lingerie shoot I can’t imagine saying no to much anymore.

But I did recently turn down a few items that just weren’t in line with what I want to model or review as they were mainly synthetic… think feminine masks and breast plates and things along that nature. I feel that realistic synthetic vaginas are more for the fetish crossdresser (not that there’s anything wrong with that) but perhaps my perspective is wrong on this?

I started to think about how nervous I was the first time I modeled lingerie and was very glad to be done. Buuuut it was kinda fun once the shoot was over. I’ve since done a few more shoots where I’ve reviewed and modeled other items and do you know what? My attitude turned into more or less “like, whatever”. I no longer cared or felt self-conscious that I was standing in a studio wearing lingerie while Shannonlee fiddled with the settings on her camera or adjusting the lighting.

What changed? I don’t know.

Perhaps once the first set of pictures were uploaded to my website and my social media it was like I wasn’t wearing anything (or revealing anything) that people hadn’t seen already. Perhaps it was something else.

At my last shoot I was just… vibing, you know? Just standing there in my stilettos and stockings while Shannonlee set up the shot. And soon I was standing in front of a window.

I didn’t care. Maybe I should have? Regardless it’s freeing to just let go.

Love, Hannah

4 thoughts on “It’s Like Whatever

  1. I think your comfort level is reflective of your growing confidence. I’m sure you’ve gotten lots of positive feedback from your followers. Keep up the good work. You’re an inspiration to us all. 🙂

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  2. YOU LOOKED GOOD JUST LIKE THE WAY I FELT WHEN I WENT TO THE HAIR DRESSERS ENFEMIMNE. I FELT SOOOO GOOD AS THEY WELCOMED ME AS ME. MY HARE DRESSER I HAVE KNOWN FOR 20 YEARS WELCOMED ME. ASKED ONE QUESTION. WAS I ON HORMONES, AS THE CLOTHES I WAS WEARING SHOWED MY NATURAL BOOBS. THEN SHE ASKED WHAT WAS MY FEMALE NAME. AND I WAS ADDRESSED AS THAT THE WHOLE TIME I WAS THERE. BUT YOU SHOULD NOT FEEL BAD YOU HAVE TOLD IN THE PAST THAT THE FIRST TIME IS ALWAYS SCARY. THIS TIME I FELT SO NORMAL,FOR ME THAT WAS SCARY EVERYTHING WAS NORMAL AS USUAL. I WAS THE ONE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON.

    LOVE MAGAN

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  3. Admire your ability to overcome internal fears. The lingerie poses were exceptional when first posted, while posing in front of a window allowed the observer to share your freedom of expression. Wondered what your vibing thoughts were?

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